long time since i blogged..

some updates on my work stuff.. everything is going on at a super fast pace.. because they want the whole plant to be fully commissioned by the end of march next year.. in case no body know wat i talking about.. i would say its quite impossible to achieve.. so i am actualli quite stressed out.. i might lose my job when this project finishes.. shitty.. all because of the two products that went wrong..

family wise.. everything is ok.. or mayb i am just used to it.. just mi and my mom at home.. occasional appearance of my brother.. he got into the same shit again.. i am just wondering when all these would stop.. because there is no way i can throw down everything and concentrate on my work and studies.. i am having second tots on getting a degree..

anyway.. my life just revolve around work, mom, my dear frens and sweets..
After work would be either out with frens, at home having dinner or just spending time with sweets..
and i tot things were simple.. never did i expect that i would fall for him one day.. I did not expect myself to come out from the past so fast.. or mayb i had long did that.. just that i dont know..
alright.. so there we were listening to a live band and he began his story about him and another girl.. and there i was, listening really hard to wat he has to say when i realised the story was all about mi and him..

He said it takes two hands to clap so if i am willing to take his hand..

I tot of this question over and over again for a long time.. i was afraid that it would spoil our friendship should things go wrong.. But at tt point, i knew he had already taken my heart away.. Still i was too shy to do anything.. so we dragged for the longest time till he sealed my lips with a kiss..

....i melted..


so yea.. i need not say much.. all the while my time was spent with sweets.. He's been really nice and all.. i cant ask for more..

Today wasnt supposed to meet him.. but sweets came over.. i am surprised.. and i just sat in his car talking about our day.. I am a happy girl.. He just manage to do everything so right..

I like the fact that i do not need to talk much to him.. mayb cos we started off as really close frens.. Just having with him around makes me comfortable..



well.. i just cant believe it.. often the very last person u ever tot that u will fall for is just standing right in front..

Things happen unexpectedly.. =)